I Will Not Let My Foot Stand In My Way

I would say that frustration is a very familiar emotion to me. There are things that I deal with on a daily basis that aggravate me. I scream, throw things, totally break down sometimes. However, I have also developed my patience. Things that I wouldn't have time for in the old days, are now things that I have learned to take a deep breath and take my time with - writing my name, tying my shoes, holding something with my right hand, going down stairs, picking things up etc. But right now I am pissed off. Like, honest to goodness MAD. Why? Because my stupid right foot has morphed into something that is NOT worth "just dealing" with. My arch has seemed to drop, presumably because signals from my brain are not being sent to my foot when I walk, stand, etc. So when I walk my foot turns out and I push off the inside of it. It's hard to explain or describe but it makes wearing shoes very hard. As I have said before, I can't wear heels (for now!!) and certain flats and sandals are a no-go. Well, I have scoped these flats out for a while, inspecting them, trying them on in the store, telling myself that they would actually work for me! So I got them.

Aldo Corinette $80  http://www.aldoshoes.com/us/women/shoes/flats/91939776-corinette/36&flagid=f12studs

Look how cute!!

I got home and immediately wore them around my apartment. They are quite comfy and easy to wear. No pinching or potential of future blisters. BUT my damn right foot doesn't keep the shoe on!! It's like my arch/inside of my foot pushes it off! This is not okay for me! I was set on having a cute pair of flats to wear around, look stylish in, jazz up some outfits. But no! My right foot seems to not care about those things!

I don't know if this picture does justice to this dilemma. Can you see how my right arch/ankle (left of the pic) look different? NOT OK!!

Nope; I am not returning the shoes. I am not telling myself that "it is what it is" and just not wearing them. I am going to fix this. I am not letting this foot and ankle problem win. This is finally motivation for me to ask someone about this. Exercise and re-teaching my body how to move by using exercise, resistance, and weights, are things that saved me. I am going to use those methods again to fix this. By making my muscles do certain things, I in turn, teach my brain those movements, and train it so that those movements become natural. I can guarantee that this will be a long process; there is no fixing my arch/ankle/foot by next week. But it WILL happen. 

Don't you dare try to get in the way of me and something I think is cute. I'll run ya right over.

Will this help in the meantime?
http://www.skymall.com/shopping/detail.htm?pid=203251316&c=10640

This??
http://www.skymall.com/shopping/detail.htm?pid=69751722&c=10640#

To get these adorable flats go to http://www.aldoshoes.com/us/women/shoes/flats/91939776-corinette/36&flagid=f12studs